If I’m being honest I think this whole comic is kind of a mess, but as specified I’ve been known to lose sight of the full picture over a few details that don’t conform to the ideal in my brain. Sayyyy, that sounds conspicuously like the theme of this comic! Was that on purpose???
Anyway. I got that out of my system. I wish I had a more profound ending or solution for you guys struggling with the same thing, but I don’t, since I’m just smack dab in the middle of it. Just try to do things. Every little thing is a thing that you did. And maybe see a mental health professional if it really keeps you from the things you love. <note to self>